your monthly 'andyr is a paranoid mess that snowballs into a dangerous disaster 9 times out of 10' adventure.
he comes speeding into Alva's room, with his clothes from home strapped to him (at least Harry had helped him get the bloodstains out), and nothing but the ice pick from this last shipment of crew gifts in his hand, the damaged, stole guard jacket that reads HAPSBURG across the breast hugged tight to him, as his eyes look a bit wild. ]
We need to go. We need to get Val, get to the hanger, get a plane, and go, Alva. [ he doesn't know what this is or how they did it, but it can't possibly be coincidence after coincidence. he'd have to be a moron to believe that, and maybe he is. ]
God, I shouldn't have freaking trusted them. [ 'them' being ambiguous, because there's some he wanted to trust. some he still wants to trust. he doesn't want to give them names and say he's giving up on them, but he can't let alva and val get hurt again.
and if it's alva he shouldn't have trusted, well. then it doesn't particularly matter - because alva's all he's ever had left. ]
after this: http://thisavrou.dreamwidth.org/114091.html?thread=9664939#cmt9664939
your monthly 'andyr is a paranoid mess that snowballs into a dangerous disaster 9 times out of 10' adventure.
he comes speeding into Alva's room, with his clothes from home strapped to him (at least Harry had helped him get the bloodstains out), and nothing but the ice pick from this last shipment of crew gifts in his hand, the damaged, stole guard jacket that reads HAPSBURG across the breast hugged tight to him, as his eyes look a bit wild. ]
We need to go. We need to get Val, get to the hanger, get a plane, and go, Alva. [ he doesn't know what this is or how they did it, but it can't possibly be coincidence after coincidence. he'd have to be a moron to believe that, and maybe he is. ]
God, I shouldn't have freaking trusted them. [ 'them' being ambiguous, because there's some he wanted to trust. some he still wants to trust. he doesn't want to give them names and say he's giving up on them, but he can't let alva and val get hurt again.
and if it's alva he shouldn't have trusted, well. then it doesn't particularly matter - because alva's all he's ever had left. ]