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ALAN VARREN ALVA 34 / MALE / KERNS-NORMAN TYPE 1 MORO #029 / MEDBAY PHYSICIAN / RANK NAUTA "Alva. Leave a message."

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Only because you left an opening for it to be gross.

You're not a monkey. Or any other animal. You could do it just for you, too, you know. You're right, they wouldn't care - so why not go for it? Do it for you.

[deconstruct]

you didnt have to take that opening, alva. make better life choices.

i'll think about it

[ it's andyr, and he makes most decisions in about a five minute span, so it's a good guess that he already knows the answer and just doesn't want to argue it with alva. or give the full explanation of why not.

it's giving himself a solid platform to dream of a world where he could actually be something, do something. hope is a cruel thing in a place like hapsburg. ]

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...You actually got me there, on that one. Good chat.

You're still wrong though.

Don't think too much on it, okay?

[ He gets it. Really, he does. But he's always been hopeful for a future where all of what they are isn't going to matter, and he feels terrible that Andyr's lost that hope on the road he's been walking.

He's had that choice taken from him. Alva hates it. ]

[deconstruct]

what, seriously? yeah, i was totally just being a tool about it.

you're wronger

[ he knows he gets it. he also knows alva's always encouraged him to do better, and for good reason. knows he cares about him like another one of his kids. ]

you want me to do it or not, alva?